my life, :)

Hey, today has been a really hectic day for me, term 2 just started,and i just got back home from school. I feel so tired, all i wanna do right now is just go to bed, but i cant cause i have so much things going through my mind right now. I just miss the old me, the kid who is always happy and cheering up others during primary and secondary. I just found out that I'm going through depression, i was asking a friend of mine who used to study nursing and the symptoms she told me is exactly what I'm going through. I just cant help but to feel bad for myself. Feels like the world is coming to an end soon. I feel so lost, not knowing what to do. Sometimes the only thing i think about is SUICIDE. Guess I'll just stop here.

Heyyyyy! It's been long since i've blog. Lots of things happened, like falling in love, having mood swing and outing to Johor Bahru with classmates.

There's this guy i like who happens to be in the same class as me, we're close, but the fact that i have feelings for him made it difficult to talk to normally, it's been 3 months now waiting for him, but i doubt so we'll be together, somehow i have this feeling that he doesn't have feelings for me, i don't know, maybe it's just me. people always say "you cant expect things to happen your way", or maybe i'm just too over confident. i'll just have to see how it goes, :(

4th of July, classmates and i went on a 2 days 1 night trip to Johor, it was fucking awesome, we kept on eating and eating! feel like a pig, 

will upload pics soon!